well i woke up this morning to a place that needs a cleaning. that's okay, im sorta in the mood and it's mostly surface areas....oh who the hell am I kidding.
so two things have been on my mind lately...prominently i might say...cause other things have been on my mind too, like the mafia cats out to get me and all...
I need a job...but I am sick and freakin tired of doing load-ins and load-outs at theatres. I would rather be on a show full time. When you load out (or in) it's a rare occasion when you can get somebody to even tell you the name of it. I need something exciting, something fun, something that pays too would be great. I wrote an email to a burlesque house telling them I thought it would be a lot of fun to be on their backstage crew. Now, not a strip club, a burlesque place...where they really dance and dont get completely neked. I would take anything interesting at this point, doesnt even have to involve theatre.
The other thing is this friend of mine. He was what I considered to be my best buddy at one point in life though now I havent spoken with him in about 6 months and I havent seen him in almost 2 years I think. Who needs math. So, he keeps instant messenging me while Im away but he doesnt leave me any info on how to contact him and he's always signed off by the time I get back. Damnit man! I mean, how much effort does it take to type in the digits? He just moved in with his boyfriend of, Im guessing, nearly a year, and Im hoping that it's not gonna turn out to be another situation like Ive dealt with before.
You see, I had this really amazing friend in high school that I spent all my time with. He was a lot older than me but a die hard christian. At the time I was dabbling in religion and until I figured out why the pastor wouldnt shake any of the women's hands, I was into it too. Kinda saved me from a bad streak in my life at the time. So anyway, this guy, apparently he had a crush on me and I was way too blind to notice. Now that I think back on it, I was pretty stupid. But I thought I just had this really great friendship going.
Anyway, after a few years of being with him every day, he moved...to amish country in PA. He met a young (younger than me) christian girl, they got married, he told her he had a crush on this girl back home and whammo....Im not allowed to talk to him anymore.
Not to say that the first person I mentioned ever had a crush on me, but it just feels like that. However, I do feel a little better when I discover he hasnt really talked to anyone else really. Being that Ive caught up with a few college aquaintances in the last few days.
I ramble.
It's morning.
Why do I feel like Ive been drugged when I wake up these days? **glares to the mafia cats**
so two things have been on my mind lately...prominently i might say...cause other things have been on my mind too, like the mafia cats out to get me and all...
I need a job...but I am sick and freakin tired of doing load-ins and load-outs at theatres. I would rather be on a show full time. When you load out (or in) it's a rare occasion when you can get somebody to even tell you the name of it. I need something exciting, something fun, something that pays too would be great. I wrote an email to a burlesque house telling them I thought it would be a lot of fun to be on their backstage crew. Now, not a strip club, a burlesque place...where they really dance and dont get completely neked. I would take anything interesting at this point, doesnt even have to involve theatre.
The other thing is this friend of mine. He was what I considered to be my best buddy at one point in life though now I havent spoken with him in about 6 months and I havent seen him in almost 2 years I think. Who needs math. So, he keeps instant messenging me while Im away but he doesnt leave me any info on how to contact him and he's always signed off by the time I get back. Damnit man! I mean, how much effort does it take to type in the digits? He just moved in with his boyfriend of, Im guessing, nearly a year, and Im hoping that it's not gonna turn out to be another situation like Ive dealt with before.
You see, I had this really amazing friend in high school that I spent all my time with. He was a lot older than me but a die hard christian. At the time I was dabbling in religion and until I figured out why the pastor wouldnt shake any of the women's hands, I was into it too. Kinda saved me from a bad streak in my life at the time. So anyway, this guy, apparently he had a crush on me and I was way too blind to notice. Now that I think back on it, I was pretty stupid. But I thought I just had this really great friendship going.
Anyway, after a few years of being with him every day, he moved...to amish country in PA. He met a young (younger than me) christian girl, they got married, he told her he had a crush on this girl back home and whammo....Im not allowed to talk to him anymore.
Not to say that the first person I mentioned ever had a crush on me, but it just feels like that. However, I do feel a little better when I discover he hasnt really talked to anyone else really. Being that Ive caught up with a few college aquaintances in the last few days.
I ramble.
It's morning.
Why do I feel like Ive been drugged when I wake up these days? **glares to the mafia cats**
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