Tuesday, December 31, 2002

It's really bizarre how the end of the year gives everyone a brand new fresh feeling. January 1st! That's right! It's time to give yourself a makeover! FIRST! Write out all your resolutions. Make them good. Life changes! Healthy choices! A life better lived is only a few hours away! At the stroke of midnite, all your ugly pumpkins will turn into non smoking, thinner, wiser, kinder, gentler, cleaner super humans! And what better way to celebrate? Get dressed to the nines, grab your friends, go out and get tanked. Yes, go out, get drunk, be obnoxious, eat terrible food and smoke to your hearts content because at midnite your life will CHANGE! It's a new you! A new year! And it's time to get to work on those good ol resolutions. Or maybe when the bar closes. Hmmm, or when you wake up! Yes cause after all, the day doesnt REALLY begin until you've woken up. Shit, well, maybe after the hangover subsides...HEY! Maybe resolutions arent supposed to start until tomorrow. After all it's your day off and arent you supposed to be relaxing?
Ah yes, the resolution! The ultimate in procrastination. I dig it.

I really dont have any problems with resolutions. They must work for some people. Certainly not for me. Unfortunitely, all my self help moments have unscheduled arrival times. Suddenly I realize I must start working out, or something along those lines, then I work out for a week or so and voila! Im a new woman. Back to the couch.

Ramble.

SO this year...not highly eventful. Sure, some really wonderful moments, but nothing like last year. 2001. When I graduated from college. When I moved to NYC in september...just a few short days before the 11. When I began my life as an "adult" and had to find a job and life for myself. I think I cheated though cause in the process I met him. He got me my first job, took me under his wing and has been nothing but patient. 2001 was more than remarkable. 2002 has been amazingly quiet in comparison and I couldnt be more grateful. Ive begun to really build myself as a person, learned to love for real, found a wonderful place to live in the summertime (yay BEACH) learned to surf. 2002 has just been far more personal I guess. This, I also dig.

Babble.

Tonite we plan to share the evening together in a hail of red hot burning sparks from the fireworks down the street in the park, share a bottle of cheap champagne, get silly and dance around on the roof like monkeys. Just us. You bet your ass Im gonna get dressed up just for that!

Happy New year Everyone. Happy Happy New year.

*le sigh w/grin*